Letter to Inside voices that want me to...

Dear Everyones,
please stay out of my life with all your "shoulds" and "musts"!
Stay out of my life with all you "become this or that!"
Stay out of my life with all you fixed pictures of what I am!
Stay out of my life with all your critizising and telling me who I am!
It`s not a my life is better or your life is better!
It`s simply that I have my own life purpose!
I don`t wanna be your picture of a good life and I don`t have to suit the picture you think is right!
It´s not that I`m arrogant or that I look down on you!
It´s simply I don`t wanna be your picture, cos I got my own picture and always the freedom to change it if i like.
Oh, and I simply don´t have to be your kind of beeing cool, awesome, brave, nice, happy, friendly, beautiful, stylish, useful and so on, cos I am simply my own beeing cool, awesome, nice, happy, friendly, beautiful, stylish, useful and so on and I´m fine with that!
So please stay away with all your "this would be better for u!", cos even if I sometimes do not know what is good for me (most of the time I don´t know, cos I tried to fit into your stupide picture of me) even if I don´t choose what u think is right, u definitly don`t know what is right for me!!!
If u try to push me into a picture that my soul doesn`t want to be I might get defensive or simply stop our relationship!
So please don´t come into my world with a "this is how she is!", cos I`m not, I´m much more, and I still try to figure out what I am. So how could u know?
Your "this is how she is" might confuse me and make me unable to see what I wanna be and what I really am. Don´t wonder that I have to rebel against everything I don´t wanna be!
As I said I got my own life purpose and this doesn´t have to be big or small, this just has to be!
Don´t confuse me with your trying to change me, cos this might get me away from u faster than u think!
Don´t come into my world saying "I simply want the best for u!", cos u simply don`t know whats best for me!
Don´t get me into the feeling that I have to explain myself or confuse me with orders and advices!
I wouldn´t listen!
Oh, and if I let u into my world, into my life don´t become someone that I have to think to much about, cos this is not what I call a good relationship at all!!
Be someone that takes himself with him when he goes!
Even if I like u a lot, u are not that important in my life that i have to think about u all the time!
If u are there lets have a good time, be an inspiration in a positive way, not a stupide mindfuck!
If u are a mindfuck stay away from me.

 I wish u the best! With a lot of respect! Anna